when you start to have consistent thoughts that won’t go away and you promise yourself that it’s not real, that you couldn’t have possibly come to that point but it’s become more than just intrusive thinking and you’re overwhelmed with how much it echoes against the walls of your brain, taking up all that you are with the concept it manifests. and god does that fucking terrify you. and you swear to yourself you won’t admit it. won’t say it out loud because that makes it real and you’re too afraid of what that could do to you.
I don’t understand why people aren’t interested in Astronomy.
You can look up into the night sky and see a fucking galaxy with your naked eye. You can see cosmic structures that are millions of light years across and if you don’t think that’s the coolest fucking shit then I don’t know what to tell you.